emotional and crazy

... so this should be a fun post! *sigh*

My heart is hurting a lot. For the town of Newtown, CT and for all of the Americans who are wanting to adopt from Russia.

I'm kind of a train wreck.

As of before I came home for Christmas I was down 31.2 lbs which is exciting... I was probably more excited about that .2 than any other weight loss before that.

And now I'm home for Christmas and if she were here, W (my nutritionist) would be hitting me... but not literally...

I've been to the gym, though not as frequently as if I were home, and when I've been eating meals they've been healthy, mostly... except for that one time I met up with some of the guys for dinner and drinks at this new delicious New Orleans restaurant here in town. It's called French Quarter and if you live in the western suburbs of Chicago, you should check it out... for realz!! It's not really diet friendly, though.........

Don't tell W about the 1 1/3 beignets..... sssshhhhhhhhh...

Otherwise, I think I'll just get in trouble for all of the missed meals.... *sigh* better do better starting today, I go back to the doc on Thursday.

I'll start with that yummy stew my dad has in the crock pot for dinner...... it looks and smells delicious and he had an awesome sous chef ;)

Holidays

I was doing great with the Christmas season, even with parties every day of every weekend. I'm up to 31 pounds lost. AWESOME.

But I'm SO nervous about this weeks weigh in. Last week was crazy. I was getting over being sick, I went to see Aerosmith (*sigh*), and then I had a party at my house on Sat and Sun and I had to work Sat..... I haven't been to  the gym since last week..... Wed?... maybe? And while I don't think I've done bad with eating, I've barely tracked anything and I had a couple of days that I ate 1 meal and maybe a snack?

I get in just as much trouble for the missing meals as anything else.

We'll see what Wednesday morning brings.........