Joined

I joined Weight Watchers Online. Have I mentioned that yet? I don’t think I have… I haven’t been very consistent writing here. I’m sorry.

I’ve just been feeling like a failure lately and it hasn’t really made me want to be very open and honest and transparent.

So here I am. Honestly.

I haven’t been to the gym in a while. I joined Weight Watchers Online.

I’m doing ok with WW. During the day… I just have this problem where I don’t like to make dinner and I’d rather snack at night? I’m working on it. Praying about it. It’s tough. That’s my time of day. I need to find good tasting healthy snacks? I did paint this tray at our local pottery painting place and I keep fruit to snack on at work. Helpful.

(the words are lyrics to The Wind by Cat Stevens)

                    It’s at home that I’m having a problem…

I’ve also decided that since I don’t seem to be able to fall asleep until at least 1 am (sometimes 5:30am; today for instance) so from now on, when I can’t sleep…. Gym time. Don’t worry, Mom and Dad, it’s safe & I always carry pepper spray!